Wednesday, May 18, 2011

NO PAUSE BUTTON

I have made several attempts to get back on this blog and share what we have been up to around these parts but something kept holding me back. It was quite the transition for me after my mom left post-surgery number 3...which was the same day Scott and I attended a funeral for his friend, Kris. I don't know how to explain it other than I had to keep everything to myself or I felt like there would be a great un-doing of my emotional state and I might never stop crying.

Life is a tricky thing. There is not a 'pause button' to stop everything from still happening. So, we kept on trucking through our life with all the adventures...only I held onto all of it instead of sharing. Out of necessity.

There seems to have been enough distance now and although there are moments that cause me to pause and reflect, I'm not looking for the pause button on life. So, if anyone is still checking this thing....Welcome Back to Yoder Years!

1 comment:

  1. FINALLY! I haven't said anything b/c I thought my comments may push you over the edge (see I am thoughtful!) but yes, we still check, we still notice it hasn't been updated, and I'm still being harassed about it by Ally to ask you what's going on. So thank you for jumping back on!

    Also, nothing wrong with sobbing. Although whenever I start in David suggests that I just call you b/c you can handle these things better. It feels so good when it's all done. Maybe we should plan some time for that too at the end of September!

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